Change is something I welcome but it doesn’t come easy speaking from experience.
I have mentioned in one Plurk update that I will need to fine tune some things in my life. That includes changing some patterns that I have set for myself and tweaking force of habits that I have learned to live with the past couple of weeks. It’s not going to be easy but I know I need to do it for certain valid reasons.
I started with the fine tuning today and it wasn’t easy! You know that scene in cartoons or movies where there’s the angel and the devil telling you what to do and what not to do? I had that flashing in my mind the whole day today. It was a weird feeling that I had to entertain for a moment if only to keep me grounded.
But I guess just like old habits that are hard to break, this one needs to be constantly practiced so it will in turn become my new habit. The fine tuning and the changes in my so-called habits were mutually agreed upon so I have no reason not to keep my part of the bargain.
Because at the end of the day, I know that this will be all worth it!