How I wish it was just an ordinary working day for me. I really found it hard to make the hours pass. Time has been really slow today.
In the middle of the day, under the scorching heat of the sun, I found myself having coffee in what used to be one of our favorite places to hang out together. Believe it or not, I found solace in what I did. I know it would have been better if it was with him. But as it is, I have to start doing things again without him.
Someday soon, I will go back to the places we once went to, I will do things that we used to do with only a smile on my face, remembering what used to be. They will just be special and happy memories all together of a love that once was.
And I won’t have to cry about it anymore.