How I wish it was just an ordinary working day for me.  I really found it hard to make the hours pass.  Time has been really slow today.

In the middle of the day, under the scorching heat of the sun, I found myself having coffee in what used to be one of our favorite places to hang out together.  Believe it or not, I found solace in what I did.  I know it would have been better if it was with him.  But as it is, I have to start doing things again without him.

Someday soon, I will go back to the places we once went to, I will do things that we used to do with only a smile on my face, remembering what used to be.  They will just be special and happy memories all together of a love that once was.

And I won’t have to cry about it anymore.