Test of Faith and Strength

God sure has His ways of testing our faith and strength. And it comes at the most unexpected times.

It’s okay to question why things had to happen. But I know for sure that these things happen for a reason and that these trials and challenges can only make you a better person. Don’t lose hope. Keep the faith. See where He will lead you.

I pray that everything will be okay. It will be.

My Homecoming

Seeing the sun rise as the plane taxied toward the tarmac was the best feeling ever!

The past 5 weeks have been a learning journey for me. I was tested in all forms. And yeah, I survived.

And now, all I want to do is to catch up with lost time with myself, my family, and friends. I can’t wait to enjoy the life I had before I endured the 5 weeks I was away from the place I call home.

Merry Christmas!!!

Sana (I Wish)

Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko kagusto na makita ka ulit. Ang tagal na kasi kitang hindi nakita.

Marami akong nami-miss. Ilang Sabado na rin na hindi tayo nakapagkape at nakapunta sa mga madalqs na pinupuntahan natin. Yung malanghap ang malansang hangin ng Manila Bay sa gabi. Yung mga usapang inaabot ng madaling araw. Yung mga kulitan at asaran na sobrang inaabangan ko rin maganap. Kahit saglit lang. Kahit ilang oras lang.

Yun lang, hindi ko alam kung nasa iisang lugar tayo. Hanggang ngayon kasi hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano ba ‘ko sa buhay mo.

Sana pareho tayo ng naiisip.

Sana nami-miss mo rin ako.

Sana pareho tayo ng nararamdaman.

Sana lang. Sana.

Hanggang sana na lang muna ako hanggang magkaroon ako ng lakas ng loob magtanong. At sana kung dumating yun, handa na rin ako sa magiging sagot mo.

Ten Months

The past 10 months have been a whirlwind ride that I can’t seem to get enough of. This, despite the fact that it should not be the case.

Questions have been running in my mind and yet all this time, I still can’t muster the strength to ask where we are at this point.

No matter how much I tell myself that I am already prepared for all the possibilities, I am so terribly scared of these possibilities.

But if only to get a feel of how it is being with you again – against all the odds, against all what other people might say, I can only tell you that I know I am doing what makes me happy. Everything actually changed. It’s for the fact that I have loved you even more even after what happened to us.

10 months into reconnecting with you after the breakup, I’ve reconfirmed the fact that it’s still you after all.